It's not that I want to die, I just need to die for rebirth now and then. Its a need for singularity and the feeling of freedom to be lost in a sea of faces that ask no response of you. When the simple things in life get overly complicated and all you want to do is jump off a cliff but everything has gone flat.
So what makes you so amazing? Do you think you are the only racist here? You aren't, so that doesn't make you amazing. Please do tell, what makes you amazing?