I just thought about something. Ugly people should not kill themselves somewhere people can find the body. Like, that would just be embarrassing. If you're ugly while being alive, you're gonna be twice as ugly as a corpse. Only hot people should commit in public.
I want to try drugs so bad but I'm broke as fuck. And like, I'm not talking about nicotine and alcohol, I'm already addicted to all that. I mean like, heroine, cocaine, cannabis and whatever else there is.
No one cares whether I'm back on here or not. But I suppose I'm back again. To be honest I didn't think I'd get back to watching gore again, but here we are.
Wow I am... back. Tbh I'm now recovering and shit, everything's super weird noww... Also school is starting tmr and I wanna kms so bad but I can'ttt.....
Fuhh I'm drunk againnnn
Lowkey I'm cooked cuz we're going to my grandparents house tmr and like... They're gon make me eat there... Eugh...
Fuhh I'm so nauseous. It's a good thing tho. I've eaten two full meals in the past 3 days. And I haven't gone over my calorie limit once (800)! Wooo! I've lost weight too! I'm gonna start doing daily steps once it stop fucking pouring every day.
Now I miss school. I really need the "I ate at school" excuse.
Woo I'm finally eating clean! I've only had one third of a cucumber, a coke zero and a capri-sun today! I calculated that it should only be around 100-150 calories. Guess who isn't gonna be fat for much longer... Finally locking in.
Aghh I miss my love so much... I wanna hold her hand and cuddle her SO BAD. She's not gonna be allowed to go outside for at least a week or two, and partners are not allowed to visit the hospital... THIS IS SO CRUEL I CAN'T.
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