Music to die to compilation

@StormtrooperOfDeath
thank you

@StormtrooperOfDeath my uncle committed suicide by hanging himself in a tree in the woods I think it messed me up seeing the gross colors of the livior mortis and the swelling of his neck in the casket I think that's what made me search for death videos & I hope is going well for you I read your comment & I was bullied in highschool myself,kids made fun of me kuz I do drugs it didn't help that my mom is abusive tords me espically when I was a teenager & I'm 48 now & she still is abusive tords me & I still use drugs to cope with it but I feel your pain I'm glad you never went threw with suicide as people who commit suicide go to hell hope all is well

@HJC my condolences for you but taking drugs you will never escape this memories. Your mom was abusive and will be cuz they never change. Just don’t wait her love or sorry words.

@HJC I’m not going to preach to you, it’s not my place at all, but I buried a friend in May from an overdose and I’m burying one on Monday who was found dead on Saturday from an overdose. I got hooked on painkillers and struggled from addiction, and frankly, I’m just tired of burying friends who had years clean and sober under their belts and worked hard to face their demons, and they let the demons win. I’m only a few years younger than you, and we are not even old…..break the cycle. Your mom abuses you, but when we put that kinda shit in our bodies, we are abusing ourselves even if unintentionally, and I would like to think that you’re better than your cunt of a mom (sorry, but I would have killed to be a mother, and there is no excuse to abuse your child, and they don’t stop being your child even when they become adults). If and when you are ever ready, I know a lot of people who can help find you a bed in treatment in your state. A few of them also own treatment facilities or are drug counselors and I can ask them to vet different facilities near where you are. If you ever decide that you want to get help, please PM me. We can recover and make much better lives for ourselves. The shit I’ve witnessed people overcome would seem impossible to most. You are worth of and deserve to be loved, your life matters, and you deserve to be free from being a prisoner to a substance.

Okay, I’m done, I have to keep letting everyone on here think I’m a cold and heartless cunt because I love my “gore fam,” and I don’t wanna get kicked out lmao. But seriously, please don’t hesitate to reach out if you are ever seriously ready to get the help you deserve. Don’t let your stupid fucking excuse for a mother run your life, and I’m very sorry about your uncle and that you had to witness that as a child.

@StormtrooperOfDeath I’m so very sorry that people bullied you. It’s not okay at all, and I’m genuinely glad you’re still here. Keep it movin, my friend, and keep that mentality. There are so many people struggling. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share this.

@SarDares oh damn.. can i help you somehow?

@Stevieb27 agree

@PurPwr the song? crybaby by lil peep

@ikonentine thank you, it sounds cartoonish, like it’s trying so hard to be a bummer that it might actually grow on me like a fungus among us lol

@PurPwr i agree, but i have a soft spot for some of his songs & that genre. unsurprisingly the guy overdosed in 2017. bands like $uicideboy$ & bones have a lot of similar music.

@Rustyblades Get back to your senior home.

@Tatsu Go back to posting "FTP" and G59 on everything while working at TJ Max

@Activo24hs you still watched it, lmao

I lowered the sound to 0, as always....

@THETOTALGUY oooh yeeeee ...
me as well.Lo

@ArtsonostrA Lo*ve look's a like

@ArtsonostrA sorry but im 1946' and i just learn from
TOTALTERRIFYINGGUY

@THETOTALGUY ❤️

@Din Lil peep

@FreeYoBishh onsoul

@FreeYoBishh ts fye

@FreeYoBishh is there any 'porn' sites to this

@ArkStowaway they wanted to die together. But, someone said he was trying to save her, but I highly doubt it